"...And I really hope you want me the way I want you..."
...about the old verities. Love and Honour and Pity and Pride and Compassion and Sacrifice ~ Nam Le
My last post before the HSC,
This week has been hectic,
It has been a crazy rollercoaster,
Went around, upsidedown and backwards,
Without stopping without rest.
It started on Monday, accentuated into Tuesday
Died abit and then steadily peaked on Wednesday
Thursday turned around and came crashing down
Friday just felt the breeze right over and then came
Saturday with just the pedal on full speed.
I hope that I am forgiven, I hope that Mr. Omniscience watches over the raven when something does happen, when the snow melts and there is nothing cool left.
I ponder whether I am the cause of all this and I realise that I have been an idiot.
I wish I spoken out sooner before it comes breaking down and curses me.
Lest not this worry me for my HSC.
Because I am sure that no one wants me to be occupied with other things other than that.....
I do not know what to do anymore...
Leaving it hurts me but I think it will be for the best...
Good Luck everyone, please do not worry and please do not hurt me anymore because I am tired of it, I am tired of trying everytime to get shot down.....
VictoryTVK
Ljothjor
Complexity
Cloudster
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