And you just realise

"...There's no excuse, No Excuse..."

I stood there in the background. Looking forward and looking where everyone else is sitting. In the front row is my family, my sisters and my mother shedding tears, my father looking very solemn and about to fall apart. Behind them is my extended family. Some of my cousins weeping among them. On the other side my close friends, Snacks, his girlfriend, Godmother, Snaehrafn, Vegetarian, Kiki and my minions, light, dono and duckie and master Ringleader and his girlfriend and in the back all the rest.....
They say that the worth of your life is measure by the many who cried at your funeral. And just looking I realise that it was stupid to end it like that. Was it really for the better? All I can do standing here, no one looking at me..... Its a rare sight to be at your own funeral and you find out how much your death really meant. How much pain you have caused. The mourning, the grief, the sadness and the terrible loss they had all felt. I turned my back, don my glasses and walked away towards a new life and a new world.
"You only know the true worth of something when you lose it."

It was a funny week so to speak. My birthday, the three exams and the crazy thoughts that put it all together.
Without it I guess it would of been another mundane life.

My birthday.... ROFL
YOU GUYS ARE TERRIBLE!!!!!
Seriously... can not surprise me at all. You need something better and something I can not assume.
I thank everyone who gave me their blessing. I appreciate it and know that I have close friends who I can trust and count on.

When things happen we tend to make assumptions yet we do not know the whole story. To only know part of it, chuck a tantrum and then get embarrassed when we know the truth. Prejudice rules the human being. The human judges people, judges things and makes judgement on others. Such judgement comes from our experiences what we know and how we connect with things. Such judgement arises from how we are brought up and how we come to see people from what we think we know about them. Everyone is judgemental and no one can stop being it. The truth hurts when people tell you what they truly think but would you rather be living to someone who is lying to you? But then again true friends are those who over look that and like you for who you are and much more than hate you for.


One exam left.
Be by my side, like always...
Love you people much.


VictoryTVK
Ljothjor
Complexity
Cloudster

P.S. - No this one is not a suicide note or any thoughts of suicide. Just a thought that processed in my head.