This is going to be my last blog of the year.......but sorry its going to be normal length or somewhat.....
It is now the end of the year and I believe it has been a good year. Although it may have its up and downs over the course, but generally a good year. I guess this year has been a reflection, remembrance as well as the time for things to takes it course and move on. Throughout this year we have gain friends and seen several drift away.
...And I run, and continue running, but I don't know what I am running from.....
Reflection ~ I guess reflection on what I have been through in terms of friendships and all. It was a time to contemplate and reflect what has happened over the past on my experiences with life and stuff. This includes the good and bad times I had with my close friends. Which includes outings, msn, texts, talks and conversations . It is also a reflection of what I believe to have experience and have somewhat integrated in my current character etc.
...But I don't even know what I am running to, but all I know, I am alone.....
Remembrance ~ This is kinda a bit like reflection but I believe that remembrance is more of reminiscing about the past and retrying to live it. Although it has been kinda been times of up and down but later became a sanctuary.....
...Its dark, there is something there, I don't know if its tangible or not.....
Moving On.... ~ A time, a place, I think this year was a year where I guess I was least attached....kinda.... But I believe due to my friends, It was the best for me as I do care for them all and that they should know I do.... It is also this year I have come to realise my naiveness to several simple truths and therefore lost sight of the whole picture... I love her still but there is nothing that extends that to beyond a strong friendship much to my other close friends.
...No one is there, there is nothing else out there, nowhere to hide.....
Sometimes we try hard, sometimes we try our best. However sometimes it isn't enough for people, it isn't enough for the friends, the family or anyone else... Sometimes its difficult to deal with it but again, this is life... We can only let it past and continue on.... we can only let it go and move on with our lives... Sometimes we try and try.... Even if it may fail.... Even if it doesn't work out.... Even when others doubt us, laugh at us and note on our foolish attempts.... but we should continue trying.... something can happen and something always does....
...And in the end, I can only continue running away from something I don't know.....
Okay then, Happy new year guys....see you some day...
... I am alone in the dark....
VictoryTVK
Ljothjor
Complexity
Cloudster
It is now the end of the year and I believe it has been a good year. Although it may have its up and downs over the course, but generally a good year. I guess this year has been a reflection, remembrance as well as the time for things to takes it course and move on. Throughout this year we have gain friends and seen several drift away.
...And I run, and continue running, but I don't know what I am running from.....
Reflection ~ I guess reflection on what I have been through in terms of friendships and all. It was a time to contemplate and reflect what has happened over the past on my experiences with life and stuff. This includes the good and bad times I had with my close friends. Which includes outings, msn, texts, talks and conversations . It is also a reflection of what I believe to have experience and have somewhat integrated in my current character etc.
...But I don't even know what I am running to, but all I know, I am alone.....
Remembrance ~ This is kinda a bit like reflection but I believe that remembrance is more of reminiscing about the past and retrying to live it. Although it has been kinda been times of up and down but later became a sanctuary.....
...Its dark, there is something there, I don't know if its tangible or not.....
Moving On.... ~ A time, a place, I think this year was a year where I guess I was least attached....kinda.... But I believe due to my friends, It was the best for me as I do care for them all and that they should know I do.... It is also this year I have come to realise my naiveness to several simple truths and therefore lost sight of the whole picture... I love her still but there is nothing that extends that to beyond a strong friendship much to my other close friends.
...No one is there, there is nothing else out there, nowhere to hide.....
Sometimes we try hard, sometimes we try our best. However sometimes it isn't enough for people, it isn't enough for the friends, the family or anyone else... Sometimes its difficult to deal with it but again, this is life... We can only let it past and continue on.... we can only let it go and move on with our lives... Sometimes we try and try.... Even if it may fail.... Even if it doesn't work out.... Even when others doubt us, laugh at us and note on our foolish attempts.... but we should continue trying.... something can happen and something always does....
...And in the end, I can only continue running away from something I don't know.....
Okay then, Happy new year guys....see you some day...
... I am alone in the dark....
VictoryTVK
Ljothjor
Complexity
Cloudster
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