Just Wishing

"...It goes like this the forth the fifth..."

Song of 2011 ~ Check It Out - Ferry Corsten

Looking back at this year. I guess I have changed over the course in time. The many changes is only equaled to the many reasons why. There are some things I guess that never change because if they do change, it changes a quintessential part of one's self. Such change is due to the many occurances in life to which puts us in a position to adapt. Such experiences not only comes from what we do but how we approach and interact with things as well as the things that otherp people do. We are constantly learning and the only constant really is change. But enough about change because I have talked about it enough without repeating myself.

Sometimes what we experience hurts us. Bring us pain, sadness and hatred. The things that people do and the things that people say. This may not only be an individual but also in a group. My past experiences and what I have seen tells me that it is something that will always happen in one way or other. This goes back to my selfish talk which is neither here or there. Maybe we are afraid of it like we are afraid of change, like we are afraid of going beyond our comfort zone like we are afraid of meddling with someone else's life. Sure that is also the process of making friends but in a sense it is also the way of intertwining two lives together. But we all know friends never last forever.

There are times where we wished to throw what we have now to go back to a place where we made a life changing decision. Where we could completely alter the way we lived in the present. Again it is just wishes, the point is that it'll never come to fruition. Simple wishing does not create anything, it only generates a sense of false hope and luck. It is only through actions that it is able to occur if it should occur.

This month, so much happenings. Christmas, Christmas dinner and Christmas parties. Work, Djing, Laptops, food, HSC results, first aid. I think this will be my last blog of the year. So new years resolutions.
1. To become a better person for myself and my family.
2. To maintain a balanced life between everything.
3. To ensure that my integrity is maintained through my actions.

I guess it all comes back to the same point in time. When it all started. Next month is Wagga Wagga...
I just realise how much I love them and note that it is with them that it does not create a disruption in my life. By putting together one and one to make the answer two it is through the process that we are able to find the answer. The question is, is it the answer to the question we do not know?

By not involving yourself you create less trouble and less worries. And that is why people are so selfish.


Good night, hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and wish you all a safe and happy new year.

Godspeed


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P.S. I've been keeping very busy so... little time to blog. Will try to do it as much as possible. But by keeping busy, I keep everything else at bay.