"I Don't Own You"

"...In and out of love each time..."

Maybe it was not suppose to happen but maybe it was. It did not really matter anyways, what is done is done. The problem is, will it make a difference? I guess only time can tell like always.....

These past two weeks and my new attitude towards things, I do not  know if it was right or not. But then what is the difference between right and wrong? And if this is right then what is wrong? I am always asking myself, 'I don't know'. What is it I don't know? People always say, I always think, what is it I do not know, what is it that is bothering me? Is it really everything? It is only me, only myself who has been making all these things up.

But even if its either right or wrong, I am feeling better than before. No more worries, no strings and nothing attached. Less thinking and not giving a care in the world about what everything else is. Sure I still question the nature of things but do we have to be open about it? Keeping everything inside, I will see how long it will last. Some of it is already coming out but I will try to keep it all in.

Still procrastinating like usual... I need to rid myself of the temptation, put something more appealing in front, make it priority, front most importance. Well at least I watch one of my possible related text. Another movie I actually had tears flow. I cannot wait till I finish school.

Nothing much happening this week.... got my English results back, and I am improving and getting there. Next week is PSTC and rock climbing. Nothing much to say there.

I still love you guys even if I am like this. I'm just not going to open that.

Music has been fine. I am itching to make a new mix, Mirage - The Remixes is out and a whole number of good singles coming out. Have not really been listening or being active on the trance scene but I am getting what I like. I am more going into gentle trance such as Vice Versa and I Don't Own You by ATB and AvB respectively.


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