Messages to myself....

"See the mirror in your eyes..."

I am dreaming away.....
From a past I almost regret...
In the present I have no knowledge of...
To the future that does not occur...


~ Anonymous... well me >_>


I am afraid of change not from other people. Why not? Because I can easily adapt and easily make up for such changes. Change does not make much difference to me because it only affects partially of who I am. Sure I will be annoyed, sad, happy all those other things that relate to change but it does not truly take away what I have come to like.

I am afraid of change within myself. Sure you can say what I have said above but I do not what to change in order to suit what I am not. I do not want to change so that things that I love doing ends up something I end up regretting. Where friends stay as friend without being anything different due to the change in time and where they do not disappear into memory.

But I know for sure, that I will change it is just whether or not I am prepared for it.

I have not found answers to questions I do not know. Although I have been in a much happier mood during this period. It is kind of dying down right now but I will try to make it last. It seems that it is easier for people to engage and communicate with me in such matter. Which means, compromise is working.

But I want, being my selfish self, to be asked what I ask people. Or something along the lines of that.....

Well, I am off to do other things....



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