Looking Beyond the Past, Present and Future

"...Your, I love you And I can feel it bleeding..."

Things are going weird..... things are changing.... maybe to things I feel awkward about....
To be honest I think its actually myself that is changing. I am being more needy, more dependent than what I was before I went to beyond the universe. I'm back but not really back if you understand. But I cannot keep telling myself that change is for the better because it is not always the case in ones perspective....

Sighhh, I really need someone with me right now... that is someone close... Me looks towards family (blog)... This omnipresent being is setting me to go e3,-vm2i01,mnl;j-=zgmp23n1a'

Back to school, yay I got to see all my friends and get to talk to them. Oh and get results which I think I did pretty well in some subjects but kind of terrible in others. But there is always room for improvement.

My parents are telling me that I have been going out too much and I think I have... but I need to enjoy life and relieve all these stress. And get my mind off things.... which some of you know is important.... To get my mind to such...

The title to this post....
Let me say that I want to get over all this and look forward to what, not the future, but the things that time cannot tell or hold. I have been stressing that time is everything but the answer to what I want is beyond that. Beyond everything that holds us all together but what makes us thrive and what drives us to go on. The answers I seek to the questions I do not even know.

But it is nothing really...
It is Tuesday night which explains this semi-depressive post but yeah.... I need to let my thoughts run to everyone if I do not have someone...

Have a good night everyone, maybe this one will believe as such and revert back to his normal self.

Be there for me... for when I need you... and always...


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P.S. ~ I really want hugs.... sighhh.... I hate myself for being so selfish and self centered...