"...Opposite of the house, the other side of the alley's window..."
These past weeks have been alright I guess. Some things good some things bad. People have come and went, only staying for a short moment in time just to disappear again. I have been starting to get some study habits although I would bnot say they are concrete. Cadets has been interfering with the weekends and has been hindrance to my studies. With that though it does not mean I will stop going to cadets. Cadets is something I enjoy and I should as it brings joy, sadness, fun, socialism and somewhere I can be.
It is these times however that the things we do become more and more detached from the rest of the world. I cannot bring myself to such matters and if I did again it would only be a short moment in time and space. The amount of work we get, the amount of assessments and other things we are suppose to be doing are becoming stressful and laborious.
Music has been a sanctuary but I need to download more and more. Song of the month is coming up and next month, I will be putting up not only song of the month but also song of the year.
Thinking like I do these days, things have not really changed for anything. However we are becoming more and more distant from friends, family and peers. We do talk, we do communicate but yet again only for a short place and time. We can only endeavour that we can still be able to make contact with those, but will we in ten years time? Now that I do think about it, for those people I have told, in ten years time, I would only expect several of my friends to still be the people I still contact about everyday.
It has been a long weekend for me, I really have alot of work to do but I am just really tired from a hectic weekend with several things still in my mind, of issues I will be talking about next time I blog. I will be sleeping after I finish posting this but I still have abit more to say. This time around, all the assessments are jammed pack into a couple of weeks which make it pretty hectic in comparison. However after this comes the holidays and the assessments then are more or less spread out. Which is a GOOD THING! The holidays are going to be outings once or twice a week with friends and some study. And in less then a years time, we will be out of the mundane system of schooling and off to university. FREEDOM!
If we were to think about it, we look back on things, the time of where we made friends, the times of turmoil and unrest, the times of happiness and sadness. We are only able to see these in a short period of time. It is not at which we put ourselves to see it. It all becomes memories, it all becomes part of life. We become distant with each other. The moment we stop seeing each other often becomes a rare occasion to see each other at all. It is sad however but we must resist the downpour. In 15 years time shall we look back at such things? Yes, we will but as we gain hindsight to such matters, would it be as important as we are now? Possibly no. As time goes on things depreciate. However once we lose it, we cherish such things even more. I still think about those days, the days at which we lost. I cherish such and still wonder if I could of made differences. Probably not but it is worth the think through the pain and sadness of such.
Anyways, I think that would be enough for this time. I will post again in a fortnight. I do question such things but those stuff can wait till next time.
Song of the Month - On a Good Day (Metropolis) ~ Above and Beyond and Gareth Emery Pres. Oceanlab
VictoryTVK
Ljothjor
Complexity
Cloudster
P.S: I am still waiting, and waiting.......
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