I Don't Deserve You

"...Am I the only one, whose lost my weight here..?"

Song of the Month October 2012
Falcons ~ Solarstone
As We Collide ~ Christian Burns & Paul Oakenfold Ft JES

Questions for then...
Why didn't you tell me?
Why didn't you at least tell someone?
Why didn't you come out sooner?
Why didn't you look for something to help?
Why didn't you ask for something different?
Why did you choose this?
Why did you make this decision without me?
Why did you let this linger?

But you ask for now and so here are my questions...
Why can't you just let go of all the things that have happened to you?
Why can't you live life without clinging on to the past?
Why can't you move on to something better something more worthwhile?
Why can't you find something that will carry you and support you?
Why can't you leave it all behind and start over again properly?
Why can't you stop coming back?
Why can't you....
Just why....

Of course I do reminisce about the past but those are the past and you can not live within the past.
You made the choice to jump and yet you come back here. Why are you so selfish? Why didn't you think about me when you did? I know at that time we were distanced from our small naive arguments  and that as kids we couldn't set our differences aside but that just goes to show how your actions were so selfish. I think its better that we are in this situation now, to what time has taken us. You should start again and start anew. I can not help you anymore, its too late. I have my responsibilities and your selfish actions will only cause more troubles that it already has.
Don't come back to me. Don't come looking because I am someone else.
I am no longer the person that you knew.
I am no longer the person you remember.
I am no longer the person you loved.


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