"I heard there was a secret chord..."
I have been neglecting writing on this blog for a while. So thus there is a lot of things to say for the past two weeks. The trip was really really awesome =) Like seriously I was able to relax without much thought however it was not all easy. Things were realised and things were left behind. I guess I really wanted her to come back but I also want to be by her side. And I knew that I can not have both. And the same goes for my minion. I guess things can move on from here.
I have learnt to let go of things over the past few weeks. Learnt to know what to do and I guess it starts from what my other minion said "Do what you should do not what you want to do" So I have now led to doing what I should be doing and that is letting go and not getting so emotionally attached anymore. From this point on no more attachments, no more clingly-ness and I guess this comes into my second phase of changing to become what I believe a better man. Its not like I have gone cold hearted or evil, just the fact that I do not want to get hurt anymore and that everything happens for a reason so I should let it be. I try so hard for things to get better, for peoples lives to be that extra different yet I nearly always fail. The world is telling me something and I should act upon it. I am sorry for those who like me the way I am now. I promise that this change is not something drastic that will change me. Letting go is something I have learnt from the trip and I guess its a step forward from high school.
There was an excursion where I was going to the city and waiting at the train station for my train. And obviously since we were contacting each other I knew that Tata would also be there but on a different platform and hence different train. But lets say it was a good friend or an acquaintance. Would we see that person on the train station without prior contact or agreement? Its funny how life works like that. It simply just leads us a path. And whether we do meet that person or not is up to fate regardless of how fate, accident or coincidence works. We could be two people standing on two ends of the platform not knowing what happens between us in the future. That the interactions that we have will slowly lead us together in the middle. It just goes to show that we are somehow or somewhat all connected not only through people but through time and the path leads us towards that place. Or on different carriages and how much different we are from each other. For all that I know a friend of mine could be on the same train as mine but I may never know it.
Made a mix before my trip, yet to upload it but I will soon. CC Mix (Carbon Copy Mix)
Ticket to Stereosonic!!! Really pumped for it
Formal on Tuesday!!! Thanks Mirai for allowing me to take you to my formal =)
Thursday night with the Vegetarian and maybe even Sunday lunch if he doesn't mind joining my little friend.
So much freedom yet so much work yet to be done.
Change is for the better in one way or another.
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