Forever but never beyond

"...But you control the floodgates..."

Sorry, I was suppose to do this post last weekend, but I either was too busy or could not be bothered. Well I will try to write a bit here. Anyways on Saturday went to UNSWOpen day. Got tonnes of information for engineering. Kind of know where I am going with it. That integrated degree looks really good...
Free lunch from the Computer Science school which is always good. Saw Sister Kiki several times through out the day. And that made my day.

Went to Norita after meeting up with everyone at China Town. And I would like to thank A to Z and Umbrella for arranging dinner when I failed... But dinner was awesome and celebrating Light's birthday one week early was good.

I got home at about 9 oclock then fell straight to sleep =P
Throughout this whole week I have been lazy and not doing as much work as I suppose to have... but oh wells.

I just realise how much work I have to do and so little time to do it all. I realise how much I wanted something but in the end realise that it would not of worked.

I realise that day would be the day when we last see each other without coincidence or planning with each other to meet up. I remember all those times when I believed that it will never happen and that we would still be able to see each other if I believed that we could. But I realise later that I was too naive to believe that such things could happen. It takes determination and effort to get there but we kinda did not get there...
Maybe, it might come again but after those small meetings, I do not think it would ever come again.

Is thise world cruel? People are such selfish creatures. Some more than others. But really? We need to be more appreciative of what people do for others. Because we are selfish creatures, it is not often when one person will sacrifice their time or money for others and people should learn to be more appreciative for that.....

Sighhh maybe one day.... I will start believing in things again. After getting hit again for something I have fallen before.... A man said, to make a mistake once is wise but to make it twice is stupid... well something like that....

Have a good week. My stress is getting into me.... zzz Sleep is my only emancipation from all this stress....

Be with me... not always but for long as you are there =)


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