"...I wanted you to be my lifeline..."
Its been a while...Its been so long since I have posted up on this blog.
Reasons that I haven't blog in ages is cause I really can't be bothered to blog.....
I don't know why, it is just a feeling I get about writing that puts me off.
But I am just going to talk about things of times gone by since I have last posted.
Assessments have been alright but I think I would not live up to my expectations.
I got Engineering back and came in rank 3.....which might make me overall rank 2..
Which is alright I guess but in my perspective getting 74% was not so good.
Did not get any other assessments back but I think I did kinda terrible again.
The Wednesday after the assessments was a good time and it was a good party
Although I think some people noticed my distance off half way between
But it was fine and I might talk about it later in this blog about the feeling
But it went along fine with the co operation of everyone with clean up
My sister did not even complain about the house, except for the floors.
The last few days did not really feel like times of relaxation. But I guess that is year 12
So much work and study to do. Even after the assessments teachers still give us work >_>
Sighhh oh wells Study hard now, have fun afterwards. I cannot wait till after.
Holidays have gone off fine. Although it kinda went downhill after Tuesday....
Parents have asked me to go to work to help them out and yeah....
Means I cannot rela....*cough* work at home but I wouldn't mind waking up late
I get to do work at work and get good lunch and other misc stuff. yeah.....
Tuesday was awesome since I went to UNSW for an engineering workshop.
Won one of the activities and therefore won a shirt which I might wear one time.....
And then went out with the guys afterwards. $20 for $50 gaming credit. YAY!!!
I do not know why I am feeling distant at times usually at times of hyper-thought.
It feels isolated by time and my feelings go down. Its a weird feeling though.
As if that everything was a lie, or that everything is not real. But maybe its just me
Is it my depressive mood? My crazy thoughts? My insane perspectives about time?
Sighhh I do not know....Any answers from any of you peoples? Ideas?
Don't worry, my close friends continue to be there again and again for me when I need you.
Anyways, Hope you guys continue to have a good holiday. I will talk to you guys if anything.
To Muffin, have fun in China!!!
To everyone else, STUDY HARD!!!
I will try to blog more than usual but yeah.
But I think these holidays will run past fast and then the new term started.
OMG I don't want it to end.
Stay safe and enjoy life.
Oh and
Song of the Month (April) ~ Bring Back the Sun (The Thrillseekers Remix) - John O' Callaghan Ft. Audrey Gallagher
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Rebound ~ Arty and Mat Zo
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