Going beyond where we are now

"You opened your eyes in a different way..."

We once look back to find that we regret what we have done back then. And from that, we continue to wonder what if it would happen this way instead. Will that lead to what we most desire. We move on from that what if to a series of decisions, choices and chances to end to where we are now. To what we want to have happened.
But does it really go that way?
Sure we may look at one what if but we do not account for each and every other decision, choice or chance which can alter the path. But then how would we know if it is not inescapable or not. We regret because we still think about the "what if" or the "if this didn't happen" And it is because we delve into all the "mistakes" we have done and want something else to happen. We don't like what is happening now, we do not like our current situation and therefore we only seek refuge into a past and blame "past us" that has made the mistake to become what we are now.
We live with the past everyday, however there is only a few people who can say that they do not care where you come from and what you have done. Because people keep to themselves and use the past to establish who one is.

Anyways. I am still procrastinating. I need to get my act together to do work. And I am going to go do something I should have done a long time ago. And no, its not disabling MSN now that is just stupid.
Went out on Sunday with Marcell and Kwok with some fun and good cash in... well if I did sell and get my money back...
Cancelled this Friday's outing as there were too many people dropping out. But going out on Friday anyways but instead of the city, going to Parramatta instead to run an errand like always. Reminds me when I got to the city for my parents and only stay there for like an hour before heading back. Wasted one hour trip.... well not really but you get the point.

"...Your not the only one..."

Well, I will find out soon. Until then, Godspeed.


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